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| the imploding voice |
| 03.31.05 (10:27 am) [edit] |
Everywhere you are Is everywhere you've been Just lost to the beat Punching thru your skin You don't know what to do But still you wanna crawl All thru the broken glass That's eveywhere you are Your love must always be true Your love must always be you Everywhere you are Anywhere you go Even if you're starved It matters what you do But even if you've gone too far You can follow you Everywhere you are And in your mind You were alone All this time With everything you were And every smile you wore Still locked in your heart Everywhere you are Everywhere you are Every single chard Everywhere you are You're never too far Cause anywhere you'd go Even to the stars All you have to do Is play the part of who you are The rest is up to you Phase unwound By yourself Atom bomb On the shelf unsung Pause of light Pulse of life New face dawns Everywhere you are And everywhere you go Even if you're down Even if you're low It's in the thought of you It's in the eyes of all Astride a storied past That's everywhere you are Your love must always be true Your love must always be you Everywhere you are Anywhere you go Even if you're scarred It's all a part of you But ever should you put it down You can never lose me Everywhere you are
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| little crumpets babies |
| 02.18.05 (9:09 am) [edit] |
Warning
Jenny Joseph
When I am an old woman I shall wear purple
With a red hat which doesn't go, and doesn't suit me.
And I shall spend my pension on brandy and summer gloves
And satin sandles, and say we've no money for butter.
I shall sit down on the pavement when I'm tired
And gobble up samples in shops and press alarm bells
And run my stick along the public railings
And make up for the sobriety of my youth.
I shall go out in my slippers in the rain
And pick flowers in other people's gardens
And learn to spit.
You can wear terrible shirts and grow more fat
And eat three pounds of sausages at a go
Or only bread and pickle for a week
And hoard pens and pencils and beermats and things in boxes.
But now we must have clothes that keep us dry
And pay our rent and not swear in the street
And set a good example for the children.
We must have friends to dinner and read the papers.
But maybe I ought to practice a little now?
So people who know me are not too shocked and surprised
When suddenly I am old, and start to wear purple.
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| sing along now!!! |
| 06.14.04 (10:02 am) [edit] |
I've got a loverly bunch of coconuts,
There they are, a-standing in a row;
Big ones, small ones, some as big as yer 'ead
Give 'em a twist, a flick of the wrist,
That's what the showman said.He said:
I've got a loverly bunch of coconuts;
Every ball I throw will make me rich
There stands me wife, the idol of my life,
Singing, Roll-a-bowl-a-ball-a-penn y-a-pitch!
Singing, Roll-a-bowl-a-ball-a-penn y-a-pitch!
Singing, Roll-a-bowl-a-ball-a-penn y-a-pitch!
Roll-a-bowl-a-ball!Roll-a -bowl-a-ball!
Singing roll-a-bowl-a-ball-a-penn y-a-pitch!
something a bit different now!!
It's a world of laughter, a world of tears;
It's a world of hopes and a world of fears.
There's so much that we share
That it's time we were aware.
It's a small world after all.
It's a small world after all,
It's a small world after all.
It's a small world after all.
It's a small, small world.
There is just one moon
And one golden sun
And a smile means friendship
to ev'ryone.
Though the mountains divide
and the oceans are wide,
It's a small world after all.
It's a small world after all,
It's a small world after all.
It's a small world after all.
It's a small, small world.
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| sing along now!!! |
| 06.14.04 (10:01 am) [edit] |
I've got a loverly bunch of coconuts,
There they are, a-standing in a row;
Big ones, small ones, some as big as yer 'ead
Give 'em a twist, a flick of the wrist,
That's what the showman said.He said:
I've got a loverly bunch of coconuts;
Every ball I throw will make me rich
There stands me wife, the idol of my life,
Singing, Roll-a-bowl-a-ball-a-penn y-a-pitch!
Singing, Roll-a-bowl-a-ball-a-penn y-a-pitch!
Singing, Roll-a-bowl-a-ball-a-penn y-a-pitch!
Roll-a-bowl-a-ball!Roll-a -bowl-a-ball!
Singing roll-a-bowl-a-ball-a-penn y-a-pitch!
something a bit different now!!
It's a world of laughter, a world of tears;
It's a world of hopes and a world of fears.
There's so much that we share
That it's time we were aware.
It's a small world after all.
It's a small world after all,
It's a small world after all.
It's a small world after all.
It's a small, small world.
There is just one moon
And one golden sun
And a smile means friendship
to ev'ryone.
Though the mountains divide
and the oceans are wide,
It's a small world after all.
It's a small world after all,
It's a small world after all.
It's a small world after all.
It's a small, small world.
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| today....... |
| 06.14.04 (9:46 am) [edit] |
God im getting fliping stressed out. These two days are the worst. Today iv had chemistry and English exams and tomorrow iv got maths and history. They are my only double day of exams. People talk about how we all have to do these fecking tests but im my parents day there was pressure on them to get one A, now it’s a string of As or A*s you have to get to look half way intelligent.
Well the other day I spent ages downloading the new msn messenger, then only to get really pised off and deleated it all off my PC! Cleaver I know.
Im not a football supported but had just had to watch the seconded half of last nights game. Damn the French!! That’s all im saying.
I really should do some history and maths revision, but I cant be arsed, and I couldn’t think of a better way to waste my time!!!!
Hhmm every ones been going on about the lovely weather wev been having and how they all have been outside getting a tan, but its always cloudy or rainy in Kendal.
If you are wondering where Kendal is it is the gateway to the lake district, in north west England. So if you are reading this in America you are going to have no idea where that is! But Kendal is famous for its mint cake! If you have 5 mins to spare im sure it will be most enjoyable for you to go on google Kendal Mint Cake!!! A little thought for you there.
Reading my blog you must think im dull, but iv been tlking to my exs mate in Bradford (thats also in England!!!) and she says she loves the way my mind works.
I like toast
With syrup
Mmmmm
(also if you can keep a secret, I also like sherry, it tastes like Christmas! I know its and old persons drink, but hey!!)
wow this has turned out long and I haven’t said owt good but hey if you’ve read to this bit good on ya!!
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| today....... |
| 06.14.04 (9:43 am) [edit] |
God im getting fliping stressed out. These two days are the worst. Today iv had chemistry and English exams and tomorrow iv got maths and history. They are my only double day of exams. People talk about how we all have to do these fecking tests but im my parents day there was pressure on them to get one A, now it’s a string of As or A*s you have to get to look half way intelligent.
Well the other day I spent ages downloading the new msn messenger, then only to get really pised off and deleated it all off my PC! Cleaver I know.
Im not a football supported but had just had to watch the seconded half of last nights game. Damn the French!! That’s all im saying.
I really should do some history and maths revision, but I cant be arsed, and I couldn’t think of a better way to waste my time!!!!
Hhmm every ones been going on about the lovely weather wev been having and how they all have been outside getting a tan, but its always cloudy or rainy in Kendal.
If you are wondering where Kendal is it is the gateway to the lake district, in north west England. So if you are reading this in America you are going to have no idea where that is! But Kendal is famous for its mint cake! If you have 5 mins to spare im sure it will be most enjoyable for you to go on google Kendal Mint Cake!!! A little thought for you there.
Reading my blog you must think im dull, but iv been tlking to my exs mate in Bradford (thats also in England!!!) and she says she loves the way my mind works.
I like toast
With syrup
Mmmmm
(also if you can keep a secret, I also like sherry, it tastes like Christmas! I know its and old persons drink, but hey!!)
wow this has turned out long and I haven’t said owt good but hey if you’ve read to this bit good on ya!!
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| life |
| 06.13.04 (5:01 am) [edit] |
have you ever just sat and thought about the wonder of life, you there, you are a person, a thinking and breathing human being. and the person next to you is the same. you walk past so many ppl in the street, and you don't think about them, they are ppl like you too. each with their own stories and thoughts.
isnt that amazing! :!:
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| help |
| 06.12.04 (11:09 am) [edit] |
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how do u make love bites disapear?
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| harry potter |
| 06.12.04 (6:10 am) [edit] |
now i like harry potter, i know its sad, but iv jst bin watchin the new film and its CRAP! but hey dosent Alan Rickman look FIT!!! im cross coz he was only in bout 2 scenes! oh oh oh 4 my 16th birthday i had a potter party, i decorated my house, we all got dressed up and we watched the films. i still have my life size poter cardboard cut out!!!!!!
any way i dnt know wot to do bout my b/f. he can be quite phycotic, the other day he kept covering my head with a pillow, and i really dont like that, and he wouldnt stop. i cas crying and screaming, but he wouldnt stop.
last nite, he was telling me about a 'really fit lass' in this movie, and saying we should have a 3way with her, but then he said that he would lock me in a cupbord.
then he locked me outa my house and got a water pistol and soaked me.
then he told me to get a boob job, i mean im already a 36DD. why why why???
oh i dont know wot to do. :cry:
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| boyfriends |
| 05.24.04 (11:08 am) [edit] |
how confussing can boyfriends get eh!
answer: VERY
god i dont know wot to do wit mine
so i gotta spend a weekend wit ma ex who wants to get back with me! :roll:
oh my god, exams suck.
:twisted:
iv started ma GCSE's to day.
i worked it out i have to spend 26.58 hours in the next 6 weeks doing stupid annoying exams!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
ARGH
:(
hee hee hee iv dyed ma hair black / purple! tis very very kool!!!! :twisted:
hee hee hee
so if any one got any tips on passing thos spare mins in exams, pls tell me, coz i was bord outa ma skull today!!!!
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| school |
| 05.20.04 (5:52 am) [edit] |
whay hay!!!!!!!!!!! its my last propa day at school to day!!!! then i will be on exam leave. thats put a damper on the whole thing hasnt it. i hate exams, and i really do not want to do them. :cry:
my boyfriend is so paranoid, just coz i have to spend a week in a marquee with my ex who wants to get back with me!!!
i don't personally see the problem. :wink:
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| thoughts on mum |
| 05.14.04 (10:35 am) [edit] |
Here are a few thoughts I would like my mum to see but I neva have the guts to say to her.
How do u think I feel,
Knowing u don’t trust me
Knowing u don’t love me
I know I will never be good enough for you
But please just listen to me sometimes
Regardless to what my brother says
Regardless to what my sisters are doing
What have I done wrong?
All I did was love you
And do as you say
I guess I will never be good enough for you
Is it because of my dad?
My Gran says I look like him
I can’t help that
If only you would look at the person on the inside
Not on the outside
Can’t you see I’m hurting?
In more ways than one
Well im going to go and ponder that thought
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| friends??? |
| 05.14.04 (10:33 am) [edit] |
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Argh im confused what is a friend? Coz if I don’t know wot one is, how am I supposed to be a good one?? :?
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| me |
| 05.14.04 (10:31 am) [edit] |
Well I think I should explain a bit about me and my life.
It been all a bit fucked up for a while, I hate my mum with a passion and have a few problems.
Iv been self harming for nearly 5 years now, which is a bit ship really, and so when I get cross and frustrated, and im sum where, where I cannot whip a blade out and slash myself, I think about sticking pins and Barbie dolls eyes. (If u try this u have to do the thumb movements at the same time.) so this is y my blog is called pins and Barbie dolls.
The other day when I started my blog I was very upset and angry, so that is why I called it pins and Barbie dolls.
Also I think I should explain my name, my friends call me ken, after Barbie and ken (I got really upset when I found out she had dumped him.) coz I go orange when I tan. And ken is orange.
:)
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| ice cubes |
| 05.13.04 (7:28 am) [edit] |
well i have more time now, last night was the worst night of my life.
bt hey now how do u tell if some one is sain, coz ma friend aint, she let her ex put 9 ice cubes up her ... (use ur imagination!! :!: :!:
la la la la
go to urbandictionary.com and look up cubed. :)
it is round all the schools in town and she gets the piss taken out of her all the time.
bt we dnt realy like her, she is like a bad smell, she wnt go away.
ergh images ice cubes, ice cubes.
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| life??? |
| 05.13.04 (7:08 am) [edit] |
well this is all nu to me.
i want to know why is life so damn crap.
ill explain later.
:cry:
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